I go back to work on Monday. My leave was approved, which took some of the stress away. Late Thursday night (more like early Friday morning) I had a bit of a breakdown, which set me back. My dissociative disorder is running rampant again - actually, it never stopped. :-( The reason why I haven't fully processed those memories I used with EMDR ( Read more... )

*When possible, force yourself to distance yourself from someone you believe to be controlling you. Avoid conversations, interactions, mutual interests and friendships/relationships where you are in their presence. Doing so will allow you to gain a more healthy perspective about your life, as well as force you to seek out your own individuality and ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been rather...um, I've been focused on other things, so I haven't been on LJ very often. I haven't been focusing on anything else really. That's not to say that I feel confused, bored, or "out of it," though. When I am on here, I don't really read or comment much. I'm just more concerned with deep personal and spiritual matters ( Read more... )

I think that I have some limiting beliefs that are keeping me from doing the things that I want to do. I also have some empowering beliefs, but they seem to balance out with the limiting beliefs and create nothing. I'm just feeling rather low today. I'm sure that my recent lack of sleep has something to do with it ( Read more... )

I am in transition...

My life is changing and so is my mood♥. Awesome! :D Depression sucks ass, and it did more than slow me down...it was stopping me, actually. Anyway, I'm doing fairly well :). There are times when I feel that my life isn't going anywhere, but I try to do something about it.

( Blah, blah, blah...:) )